now | alieniloquy

05-13-2026 - I spent this morning just drinking my coffee, reluctantly paying bills, and trying to be calm. I've been very anxious lately, and its been manifesting in some not fun ways. Work has not been progressing as I'd hoped, although I have made some great connections and still have a little bit of hope in some aspects of it. I guess this is the universe saying to me don't go full time in your current role. Spend your other 5 hours a week working towards what you really want. It will be worth it.

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